Pray

Pray... thats what a friend had told me once. he said it has very strong powers- something deep and transcending which makes impossible seem possible. i have been praying for a while now. to overcome everything that i lack, for the strength to carry on, to help deal with worry, for my loved ones, to be able to be sane in this insane world. I pray for the hundreds who have lost their lives in the recent bombay blasts, for their families to have courage, for the evil minds to have sense and sensibility who planned these attacks in the first place, for the people- to learn to live in the city from which i am so far away. its never going to be the same again. i somehow remember these words right now... be compassionate, u dont know what battle the other person is waging.

Last few days have been weird. i have been overwhelmed with incessant worry about relationships, career and life at large. but inspite of everything i am thankful for a lot of things. thankful for a mind that has been balanced, for family, for the sun, for the ability to believe in myself....for being alive!

%^$%$#$#@#@#!

I cant fight it anymore
I can see it coming
There is nothing that can be done to change your mind
Mind games don't matter anymore
I want to break free, i need to get out and get a new attitude
I finally see that i have made my peace with it
Yet there is a hope somwhere that goodness pays, that there will still be tomorrow!

U & I

Eternal shall be the time when we meet and timeless the journey be

For then the skies above and the stars will twinkle down upon us

The fresh dew on the lily and the magic in the air will be ours

Solitude and serendipity whispers in the wind.......

To cherish every moment that is bestowed upon by the will of kind fate

As we walk along leaving footprints in the sands of time.

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"Mohobatton mein jeene wale khush naseeb hai, mohobatton mein marne wale bhi kya ajeeb hai...
azeem hai humari dastaan jaaneman, phaslo pe chalte hai lekin phir bhi kareeb hai! "

Love makes the world go round.....Alas wish it was that simple.
we try and make things happen yet there are times its all worthless, suddenly the perceptions change. we all have our guards on all the time and are so scared to let them down lest the real you shall be exposed. this defence mechanism works best to avoid hurt.
but thats not what its supposed to be like, the whole thing has feel real and true.

Falling

I am Falling....
rapidly....
something is dragging me away
In the deep recesses of darkness
sinking....
Is is quick sand?
Pulling, tugging, holding me down
gasping....
For air and the warm sun
I demand Emancipation...

Distance

Oh how it feels to be stuck in a loveless situation
Peace of mind denied and inability to hope
U take away those two things which were only mine
Strive for emotional balance and the need to belong
Just another person in the walk of life you may think

But if only you knew what u'd been missing out on
How I could change your life if u desire so....

out of control

when craziness go crazy....
when the world spins around...
Life is getting out of control!

Tired of the anxiety and the gloom,
Tired of the confusion and mess,
Should gather the broken pieces,
Its all in the mind.

But i know that when time comes I'd do the right thing,
I'd make a choice,
And just hope that all will be alright one day!