what...

26th aug 07.
What is happiness? Its been ages since i have actually been happy. No euphoria, elation or even rapture...there is just this very passive state of feelings. I meet people and i am not exicted, just very bored. i refuse to see something extraordinary in anyone. Every minute is a struggle and every step an effort. I mean i was a happy person and i did use to be upbeat & cheery about a lot of simple things of life. I look around and see so many blogs and most of them are unhappy ones. confusion and complications...is the whole god damn humankind going into some kind of depression?

Harry potter states about " patronous"......silvery shiny agents that helps keep the darkness that sucks the life out of u away. I need some of them. I want a few happy thoughts to survive, to feel warm.

Parting thoughts. I gotta reach this stage....the light fuzzy feeling of peace u get when u think all is well in the world....when u know that things will be alright and u are sure that there is nothing to worry about. something that reminds u that u have all the potential u need to do what is right and fair.